kakaktapos lang ng graduation namin kahapon. march 22, 2009, 9:30 am sa sfs chapel.
it goes as it supposed to, with flying colors and rolling tears of realization , of regrets and of promise.
i'm tahnkful sa mga taong nsa likod ng pagraduate ko. hindi ko talaga inexpect to. kasi first year palang plano ko nang lumabas ng seminaryo. year after year eh i'm planing to go out of this hell called seminary but as the years pass i learned to lve it and saw all the love that it implanted in me.
i was so desperate to be out of the seminary during my earlier stay in my seminary and now that i'm given all the excuses to be out i just can't. given the family weight that i feel that i'm more needed by my family, i have a wonderful girlfriend waiting for me and i know all my potentials will somehow be 'OK' whan i'm out of the seminary seems to be not enough for me to run away free. not that i feel that i still wear that leash in my neck that holds me steady but because i choose to stay. for reasons i cannot explain for reasons i give that i cannot even tell to myself.
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i've been meaning to ask though..how come seminarians are like that? i mean they love to stay inside though what they do is a routine every single day...and you guys don't get bored..ever..
ReplyDeletewhat is it that the seminary has that makes you guys like that??
* asked out of curiosity..haha..
samantha since nagtanong ka uhm sige at sasagutin ko. our life in the seminary is really guided by schedule. really boaring ! hahahaha. dapat ang sasabihin ko eh hindi kami naboboring eh honestly eh naboboring din kami. ng sobrasobrasobra(repeat 200x) but we managed to stay there for years and not just survive but grow as a person dahil na din siguro sa isa't isa tsaka syempre dahil na din sa prayers at pagalam mo kung ano yung goal mo sa seminaryo eh makakya mo. i'm not trying to sound like a saint pero yun yung platonic na side ng buhay naming mga seminarista. pero hindi namn kami dun puro dasla at aral... nagbabasketbol din kami txaka iba pang mga spots.hehehe... tns sa comment hope ifollow iview mo let ako. laging may bago dito.hehehe
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